Let’s skip the story for now and get to what was surrounding me, daily before JESUS woke me up. ❤
Depression
Self Harm (cutting)
ADHD
Alcohol Problems
Anxiety
3 Beautiful Children – before marriage
2 Abortions
THEN CAME HEALING THROGH THE GRACE OF OUR HEAVENLY FATHER ON OCTOBER 31st 2019. ❤ HE CAME TO ME THROUGH A SERMON one Sunday when we had a sermon on distractions and THEN HE SHOWED UP FOR ME on October 31st (a way of showing me the worldly traditions we are used to folliwing just don’t matter when JESUS shows up!) ….anyway it was a sermon CALLED Damaged Goods Part 1 – Transformation Church. Then I flipped to 1 John and I came ALIVE! Jesus was speaking right to me. It was personal. I will never forget that night because I cried so many tears of awakening and haven’t been the same since! I’m thankful daily for how God carefully lined things up to meet me in the middle of regret and lift it all off of me. He forgives me and I didn’t have to DO anything to earn it. No one and nothing can compare to HIS love for HIS children. His loves draws us near. ❤